Dear Past, please come back

Dear past,

Dear past please come back. I am speaking of the good memories here. The ones where you look back to and smile upon, those unforgettable beautiful little moments in our lives. Calling out to that past, please come back…


The times when you said we were inseparable, the times when you used to wake up early just to talk to me, the times when I had to force sleep you, the time when you used to fight with me for not giving you the time, the time when unplanned things were unacceptable to you, the times when it was important to see me through that screen from your phone every single day, the time when you were upset I couldn’t call one day, the times when you were obsessed over me, the times when I was your first and never taken for granted… that time in the past- can you please come back?


I know we are still the same-love and love forever types, but why aren’t we like before? How is anything I do is okay with you and you think the same with me too? Why do you not fight with me like before? Why does it not bother you like before? 


Do you think relationships over time, tend to make you take the other person for granted? Or simply not as interested as before…?


Has this happened to you too? What do you think? 

Round and round I go


Round and round we go

Round I learnt to write first

Round is my face

Round is the sun I see

Round is mother Earth they say

When I go round and round

Do I grow in round and round

Life is a circle or a straight line

How do I pull you to a line

Efforts from me seem never enough

Because we are going not close enough

I try and try only in vain

Why to try when it’s only disdain

Near yet so far

A year still ajar

For love for growth

A mirror an oath

Helpless tries

Hopeless feelings

Love defies logic

He defies logic

Happiness you sneaky little thing

Growing old is everything

Together we are happy I think

What is happiness

Without you human being

Have you ever felt so disappointed in ourself that you cannot face yourself?

When I wrote the title of the post, I asked myself “Are there people out there who would feel the same way or is it just me?” Then I decided to write anyway.

Is it easy to feel disappointed in oneself?

What do you think is hardest?  admitting that you were wrong and hence the utter disappointment or the fact that you never thought you would do something that is disappointing?

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Whatever that be, when you get that sinking feeling, you start to doubt everything that you ver believed about yourself. That negative feeling is so gripping that it will attach to you like a leech.

What do you do? How do you get over it?

P.S. If you have gone through such a phase, let us know how you handled it. any suggestion is welcome.

Aren’t friends supposed to be there for each other? 

My best friend is not the same anymore. It’s a friend closing a decade now. We have had our ups and downs, been through hell and worse but always found time for each other. And I know we always had each other’s back. But now, it doesn’t feel the same. Good friends are hard to find and I had the best one. Well, I still think I have.. 

All I needed was the friend

To listen

About the day I had

About the food I ate

About the dress I bought

All I needed was the friend

To laugh

At my poor jokes

At my weird accent

At my dress I wore last night

All I needed was the friend

To be there

When I slipped

When I cried

When I lied

When I wanted to confide

All I needed was the friend

To see me

For who I am

For the real person I am

To tell me I am still me

To tell me she is still the same

To hold my hand

To say it’s all right

All I want is you my dear friend

Nothing more 

Warm, cuddly, sweet feeling 

In this world where there is more hatred and dreaded things than love, it makes me feel nice when I think about a sweet feeling like love… Wouldn’t you agree? Love comes in all shapes and forms, and surpasses all time zones and oceans.. love is love 😊

I love it

When your eyes look at mine in the dark and sparkle

I love it

When you let me kiss you while you talk to me

I love it

When you cuddle me up like I am only yours

I love it

When you hold me tight in the dewy mornings

I love it

When you do sweet pretty things like wine and dine

I love it

When your face lights up looking at mine

I love it

When you kiss me and calm me down

I love it

When you say you love me now and forever

I love it

When I see that love, when you hold my hand each time

I love it

And I love you dear mine 

My super mom 

One day is not enough to talk about you mother… May be my life time won’t be enough either.. 💟

Should I call you mom or my friend

You have so many roles to defend

I wonder how you manage it mom

Strong like the sun

Peaceful like the moon

When I am in the dark

You twinkle​ and shine

No one has the strength like you

No one can hold the family like you

No one can replace you

My mother I don’t need a day to applaud you

You will always be what you are to me

My super mom with unparalleled love

Image courtesy: Pinterest 

Constant

Thought of this day 

What is time if you cannot make the most of it

What are moments if you cannot replay it

What is life if you cannot afford to have peace in it

What are you in life if you cannot have time for those moments in it

Time is the only change, change is the only constant and you my dear are only human